How many weddings is too many weddings?

Hi friend,

As you read this, I’ll be attending my sixth and final wedding this month.

It’s been a lot of fun.

It’s been exhausting.

It’s also made me overthink because I’m out of my comfort zone - erratic sleep routine, too much outside food, exhaustion.

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I’m writing this at 12:34 am and I usually fall asleep by 11/1130pm. My schedule is all over the place, and for a change, I’m kinda okay with it.

As someone who gets agitated and worries about slight changes of the needle, I’m working on letting loose.

Flowing

Letting go

Living in the moment

Because the worry leads nowhere. And it’s just so much easier to have fun instead.

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I wasn’t aware of my agitation until recently when I realised how much it interferes with my life and mental well-being. What feels normal and sometimes even productive for you can be restrictive for others, and that subtly creeps in for you if done in the extreme.

Too much of something only backfires.

Eventually

But then again, it’s scary to think that most of us will never figure out these loopholes that prevent us from being the awesomesauce version of ourselves.

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I don’t have a moral here or a ‘to do’ for you. I can only hope that reading other people’s shortcomings can give you the awareness and strength to overcome your own.

I’ll see you in two weeks.

Love,

N