Hi friend,
As you read this, I’ll be attending my sixth and final wedding this month.
It’s been a lot of fun.
It’s been exhausting.
It’s also made me overthink because I’m out of my comfort zone - erratic sleep routine, too much outside food, exhaustion.
I’m writing this at 12:34 am and I usually fall asleep by 11/1130pm. My schedule is all over the place, and for a change, I’m kinda okay with it.
As someone who gets agitated and worries about slight changes of the needle, I’m working on letting loose.
Flowing
Letting go
Living in the moment
Because the worry leads nowhere. And it’s just so much easier to have fun instead.
I wasn’t aware of my agitation until recently when I realised how much it interferes with my life and mental well-being. What feels normal and sometimes even productive for you can be restrictive for others, and that subtly creeps in for you if done in the extreme.
Too much of something only backfires.
Eventually
But then again, it’s scary to think that most of us will never figure out these loopholes that prevent us from being the awesomesauce version of ourselves.
I don’t have a moral here or a ‘to do’ for you. I can only hope that reading other people’s shortcomings can give you the awareness and strength to overcome your own.
I’ll see you in two weeks.
Love,
N
Lucky that you work for yourself.
I wonder how a 9-5 person would find time to attend 6 weddings a month. 😯
Firstly, I am just loving the way you have dolled up.
Your dress is so lovely.
Secondly, you always make me realize how not having a routine is also a problem. Because I am just the opposite of you. 🫠
Keep sharing these mini-stories with us, I just love reading them.